Exile To The Wind

I have a good friend who has done a great deal of realy good things with her life, but she has a way of acting that just makes me kringe. She like to brag about what she knows and why she knows it and she will tell people the same thing over and over again. I like her and I am glad we are friends but she just keeps talking about herself!
I can tell her stories for her at this point! everything she has done why it counts and when and why she learned it!
She has her trouble too, but she tells me about them and that is not the same as sharing them with me but we always manageto talk on the for hours a day.
She is family as much as a friend so no matter what I think she will be around so I just have to grin and bear her bad habbits. I know she has to deal with my bad habbits to and I am very right now and by all of the things that bother me.
If I keep working on being the person I want to be, then there is a greater chance that I will have the kind of people I want in my life, again soon.
I am so glad to have my blog back and even happier that no one who directly knows me is reading this blog right now! I have 3 other blogs going to keem them guessing!
The good part is that I worked out how to continue blogging here for me! If there is anouther case of my blog in the middle I have planned for that too!
My special needs son is home from the hospital and we have good days and bad days but we are all a again! he is my oldest and the stuff has never been plain and easy for us, then again I do not know if it ever is when a child has a mental illness. How should I feel when I do not know if he can love me back let alone if he does or not.
Do you know what else bothers me. The fact that we are living in a rental house with out heat and that the water presure is so low the water trickles and the landlady is a shallow creep who yells and threatens and acts like a living night-terror. to her fro being such a pain in my life! would be fun too!!! lol
My Husband is so fed up with the whole situation that he mentioned that we might move back to the we came from !!! I would love to move back home and have my and right near by again!!! The kids miss there too.
My husband misses my L too, as he is like a father to him since we got married. I think that we are stonger as a when we have more family around to support us. Living in a small town feels like a to me and I hate it. No matter how you look at it is just too for my liking to many type flok for me to fit in or care about fitting in. I would love to go back to today if we could!!!
Well this entry is jumping from topic to topic so I am going to call it enough for now.