Thursday, March 30, 2006

 

No More

Well after years of being friends my "Best Friend" is looking at ending her marriage with my cousin. With that ending coming on down the road, it seems that our friendship is comeing to an end to. I feel kind of lost and kind of bad. I am a distance from the events unfolding and I am seeing and hearing things through the filter of my own emotions. On one hand I want to help, but at the same time I do not want to get involved. Confused
Why do people turn around and decide that their marriage vows loose there meaning after things get hard? Now I face the who gets the friends issue from outside of the events unfolding all of those miles away from me. They are hurting each other and hurting their children with there selfish choices and I feel bad because it is hurting me to.
Well friendship never work out well for me and that should not suprise me. Here again this friendship that I have worked so hard on and these people who I have made a part of my life are no more.





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