Thursday, April 20, 2006
Planting Time
As you well know by now if you read my blog I am NOT a gardener at all!
Well it is Spring and Jeff and the kids are planting things all over the place. I want the inside of the house to be cozy and comfortable all year long so I worry more about the inside of the house. If you have seen the movie Titanic I am one of the "indoor girls" that Jack spoke to Rose about. I love being a mouse patato, and a couch patato and reading. I am not thrilled about house work but I still manage to get it done. So they go about there planting and I let them enjoy it!
I had a meeting yeaterday and I should have said what was on my mind, I deeply regret not speaking up and saying what needed to be said. I have been disapointed by trusting others in the past and it has happened yet again. Why do I lack the confidence to speak my mind and not be distracted?
The kids are doing well enough, my oldest has been back tot he mental hospital and come home too. It is horrible to admit but I wish he could have stayed there longer than the week he was there. Well I know they keep great care of him, and it gives me a chance to put my gaurd down and enjoy being with the rest of my famiy too. All four kids got good 3rd quater grades, and summer is much to close for my liking. Summer should only be a 6 week break from school.
Three of my good friends (I know me and friends right!!!!- I will call them good friends for now!) are facin tghe end of their married lives. All three of them are headed for Divorce in the next few months. One is just plain stupid to ruine a great loving relationship. The second is dealing with bootie calls and a childish cheating man! The third is facing growing apart and fear of the future.
Well you know me I worry about ME! If they end their marriages will they still want to be friends will littl old married me? Well friends seem to come and go fro me and I am getting to the point where I count on that so it will not sting quite so badly if they leave me in their past. But I am thinking about it.
Hehehe the family is planting stuff out side and I need to plant the seeds for new friendships in my life. Funny how spring planting means new things to me each year.
Well it is Spring and Jeff and the kids are planting things all over the place. I want the inside of the house to be cozy and comfortable all year long so I worry more about the inside of the house. If you have seen the movie Titanic I am one of the "indoor girls" that Jack spoke to Rose about. I love being a mouse patato, and a couch patato and reading. I am not thrilled about house work but I still manage to get it done. So they go about there planting and I let them enjoy it!
I had a meeting yeaterday and I should have said what was on my mind, I deeply regret not speaking up and saying what needed to be said. I have been disapointed by trusting others in the past and it has happened yet again. Why do I lack the confidence to speak my mind and not be distracted?
The kids are doing well enough, my oldest has been back tot he mental hospital and come home too. It is horrible to admit but I wish he could have stayed there longer than the week he was there. Well I know they keep great care of him, and it gives me a chance to put my gaurd down and enjoy being with the rest of my famiy too. All four kids got good 3rd quater grades, and summer is much to close for my liking. Summer should only be a 6 week break from school.
Three of my good friends (I know me and friends right!!!!- I will call them good friends for now!) are facin tghe end of their married lives. All three of them are headed for Divorce in the next few months. One is just plain stupid to ruine a great loving relationship. The second is dealing with bootie calls and a childish cheating man! The third is facing growing apart and fear of the future.
Well you know me I worry about ME! If they end their marriages will they still want to be friends will littl old married me? Well friends seem to come and go fro me and I am getting to the point where I count on that so it will not sting quite so badly if they leave me in their past. But I am thinking about it.
Hehehe the family is planting stuff out side and I need to plant the seeds for new friendships in my life. Funny how spring planting means new things to me each year.
# posted by Sassy @ 10:59 AM 
