Friday, September 08, 2006
Beautiflly Strated!
As we grow up, we learn that
even the one person that wasn't supposed to
ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken
probably more than once and it's harder
every time. You'll break hearts too, so
remember how it felt when yours was
broken. You'll fight with your best
friend. You'll blame a new love for
things an old one did. You'll cry
because time is passing too fast, and
you'll eventually lose someone you
love. So take too many pictures, laugh
too much, and love like you've
never been hurt because every sixty seconds
you spend upset is a minute
of happiness you'll never get back.
Don't be
afraid that your life will end,
be afraid that it will never begin.
~anonymous~
Over the past week or so i have been challenged to rethink How I carry myself, and how I allow myself to be see bye he world at large. What i find to be strong, in controll and empowered is down right scary to some of the people I have to deal with here and now. I am not by any means going to stop being me, but I am watching how I handle situations.
Over the past few years people have taken my strengths as weaknesses and that has upset me in ways that I should not have to explain. I have earned new responsiblities and lost entire community sites full of people I tought I knew. I was going to say friends but, true friends would not have let me go, so they are only people I use to know.
Today infact I have plans to arange a visit with a person I am hoping turnes into a life long friend and I have been invited to a real life Mother's Group meeting soon and my whole family will be going. For every two steps back we must take three steps forward. I have no dought that people who set out to hurt me will read this and look for ways to use this information to hurt me too. I have no problem reporting to ISP and I have had others booted of of the net all together. If your gunning for me your out of luck because crossing me is like trying to milk a cat!
